| Wat is it? That something in life that is the ultimate in what you want to do, or master, attain that is pulling your heart. I think that is the best feeling for people in this world to have...... I don't have that at this point in my life ! I know that I'm young and doing things that are suppose to secure my future so that i will be a upstanding citizen in this world/life only to make it somehow better . I wish that i had guidance but there is none that i can see. No one that i can see myself being like. Nothing that tugs at this heart that says this is something you will enjoy for the rest of your life til your old and dusty and finding more people who may be interested as well.........this is something that keeps me awake because i am interested in way to many things to focus on one ........Wish i had more discipline taught to me as a child to focus..... should've just fed me the ritalin naw let me quit...... oh well
peace out
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| OMIGOD i can't believe this shit... how the fuck is heath ledger just gonna die like that .... that is the end of an era for one of the hottest men ever created.... i will forever remember that talk that walk that face and oh god the body... gonnna watch a knights tale.... poor baby girl left alone with her mom now with the looks of her daddy.... so young and now dead....... will be in the memory of your devoted fans...........YOUR SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON in those who adored you.....RIP
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| well kids the new year is here and lets say so far its going ok......... i love my boyfriend, miss my family, trying to figure out wha the fuck to do with my life.......YEP SOUNDS LIKE USUAL!!!!! sister is getting married this year so that is something to look forward to and the training to become a paramedic should be fun hopefully i make it and then decide waht the fuck to do then..... to spazztastic to do anything but be me.. and if that is the goofy laugh-out loud...........happy go lucky girl then what else is there to be but ME!!!!
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| Well this thanksgiving weekend was a sahweet one i might say. I ate a shitton at home on thursday and it was the fucking bomb...... i took alot home with me as well. Woke up the next day only to go shopping for shit that i ultimately couldn't get because of it being sold out so i just went with the alternative which was to buy clothes. I mean not for me but i was going shopping for christmas and had a couple of people in mind. It was cool. I ended up being late for work because of Vicky but eh wat can ya do. Wasn't able to get an id because of it and stuff but then again it doesn't matter. This friday i don't really remember wat i did. Oh wait hung out with my friend nino and watched running scared......This had to be the "BEST" FUCKING MOVIE I'VE SEEN IN A DAMN WHILE.... i need to get this movie on dvd asap so that i can watch it over and over. Then there was yesterday where i just lounged around vicky almost got killed by a truck on the road and we (me, vick, briel) decided to go to club in chicago........ We go to the club and meet his cousin and her friend there they were some cool girls.... It was a party going on at the place that we hung so it was fairly packed especially upstairs. There were half dressed girls dancing underneath this wall with water falling down it. Guys were wildin out up in there coming left and right and it was hilarious. Just because a girl likes to dance does not make her a tease. I was called that so much last nite but i just laugh it off i know who i belong to....lol ........ Some guy wouldn't stop staring at me which was a bit creepy. We went to a second club and walk in i see this guy look away and he's like don't be shy the least you can do is say hi...It was crazy and i don't remember the ride home i think after i fell asleep it was a done deal... came in and woke up to have a glorious nice day of relaxation......
PEACE OUT PEOPLE
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